Elizabeth: Shannen said we can use her name in here since she has been getting annoyed with the omitting of names (even though I told her I don't want anyone coming after us). Sooooooooooooooo SHANNEN SHANNEN SHANNEN SHANNEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Titi: Shannen.
E: That was enthusiastic.
T: Yup.
E: I am speechless today, sorry.
T: Yo tambien.
E: We can't speak Spanish or our readers might not be able to understand us. Just puttin that out there.
T: Well tell the readers they can go deal with it.
E: Aren't you nice.
T: Yup.
E: I really have nothing today. Isn't that shocking?????
T: Yup.
E: Apparently neither do you.
T: Yup.
E: okay, seriously, we need to talk about something or we are going to lose fans.
T: (she laughs) I got nothin.
E: Well, I had an interesting day. Nothing I'd put on here though. It's kinda weird to put my personal personal life on here. Right?
T: Oooooooooooo tell me!!!!!!!!!!!!
E: Uh, yeah right. Just kidding. Or at least not on here. Because I'm not really sure how to describe my day either. And it wasn't anything big or major. Just odd. Let me gather words first.
T: Nothing eventful happened in my day. Never does.
E: We can change that.
T: Ha, how?
E: I don't know, it always happens to me though.
T: (laughs)
E: You are giving me nothing to work off here. What am I supposed to do???? Have a conversation with myself? No. I don't want to be called crazy.
T: (laughs) You already are.
E: I am quite aware of that. At least it's not a bad crazy, like crazy in the head or something of that sort.
T: I wouldn't be your friend if you were crazy in the head.
E: Wow, thanks for that support. I'll remember that when you become like, mentally challenged in a car accident or something. JUST kidding. That would be sooooooooooooooo horrible.
T: GOOD!!! I was going to say take that back or I will kill you!!!
E: I'm scared now. I shouldn't die that soon.
T: (laughs) I got nothin.
E: Oh, I had something. Give me a sec here. I had it a couple days ago. (thinks) Do you think...no, that's not right. Ummmmmmm, do people ever really get over each other?? If that makes sense. Like, you can say "Oh yeah, I hope he goes to hell," but then end up wondering whatever happened. Does that make sense? It does in my head.
T: No, i don't think people ever truly get over each other. Not matter how hard they try to. Cuz you'll always have it in the back of your head, like, what could have happened.
E: Yeah, I was thinking about this one night for really no reason at all. I think I couldn't sleep. It's not like I was all, "I misssssssssss himmmmmmmmmmm," it was more, "He can die." But then I was like, "Huh, those were some weird times. Was I on glue or something when that happened?" It just feels like it was all a dream, which makes me think about it more. And more. And more. But it sucks because I want to pretend that was all fake because it makes me sick to think about it. I want to die every time I think about it cuz it makes me feel stupid. Like, stupid in the sense that I liked that. Or, stupid in the sense that I nearly tapped that. Ewwwwwwwwww.
T: I kinda feel like that,but you know me and my romantic side. It's more like I can't get him out of my head no matter how hard I try, and at the same time I feel stupid because I honestly liked him. Like a lot. And I always wish that things would've been different. I never wish he would die because that would make me really sad if he actually died. But sometimes i just want to go up to him and shake some sense into him and be like "Really?Everyone else thinks we are PERFECT for each other and you don't and it just makes me really sad." But I don't know,there's only one guy who makes me feel like that,and for all of you reading this, only LIZY is allowed to know who he is,in fact, I'm sure she already knows who it is without me even saying anything yet. But anyway, yeah, so I can talk to every single cute guy at our school but I will just see him and fall harder and harder every time. Gah, love sucks. This coming from a so called romantic.
E: So I was thinking when you were writing, actually typing this, and hopefully this doesn't come out wrong. If it does, IT WAS ALL A JOKE. Honestly, if he hasn't gotten it by now, AND EVERYONE ELSE HAS: 1) He's stupid. 2) You deserve sooooo much better than that. Like, I don't know, my thing is that if a guy isn't like, totally into me, he's not worth it. It just seems like he treats you that way. I would rather have someone who is....i was going to say in love with me, but when that actually happened, I nearly died. DON'T LET THAT HAPPEN TO YOU. Does this make sense????
T: No,actually it doesn't. So explain.more.
E: I will try to make this clear. YOU DESERVE BETTER. HE DOES NOT GIVE YOU THE TIME OF THE DAY YOU DESERVE. HE IS NOT WORTH WAITING FOR BECAUSE I'M SURE THERE IS SOMEONE OUT THERE WHO WOULD RATHER BE WITH YOU IN A HEARTBEAT. And then you can make the other one jealous. =] That's fun.
T:First of all: Do you think I don't know that?! I have honestly tried to get over it, like really, I have. There was actually one point where I thought I was completely over it then everyone else was saying"Oh you are so not over it, and you two are gonna get married in the end, and so on and so forth et cetera et cetera." And that just brought back the realization that I probably wasn't over it, and no matter how many people say you deserve so much better, I can't get it into my heart(ha,that sounds cheesy) that i will never have him.
E: Delete everything. EVERYTHING. It sucks, but it works. And it's kind of nice to be able to call someone a douche. Cuz then when you're pissed off, you have someone to be mad at. It's really wonderful, it is.
T: The problem is, 1) He lives ridiculously close so I can't avoid seeing him now no matter how hard I try.2) We've been ridiculously good friends since way back when boys thought girls had cooties (we never did,you idiots).3) The moment I even try to stop talking to him, he always is like "What's wrong?" and I can't tell him what it's really about.
E: Commenting on 1) Um, remember when I told our neighbor he was bomb looking? Haven't seen him since, thank god. So, yes, it does work. Don't lie and say it doesn't!!! 2) Friendships never work with men. 3) Just tell him. And if he had a problem with that, he can go fall off a cliff. And then come back and be friends with you cuz losing friends is depressing. You know how often that has happened to me ever since I switched to this darn public school??? A lot. But it's better than private. Private sucks. People are douches there.
T: Haha I never knew you told him that. Haha I'm sure that went well. Anyway, FRIENDSHIPS DO TOO WORK WITH MEN! I have too many guy friends, guys are sometimes easier to talk to about certain things. And I could never tell him to fall off a cliff,because his mom and I are pretty cool, and that would be awkward telling her that I told her son to go fall off a cliff.
E: Oh, no it did, and that's not a joke. He was all, "oh, thanks" and i was all, "Yeah, anytime you need that confidence booster." Watch, just wait, I'll find out that he does read this and that will make EVERYTHING just more incredible. But he can never be certain since I did not say his name. Speaking of names, SHANNEN!!!! But back to what I was saying...yeah, I will have to agree with the men thing. I hate girls. They all start ridiculous drama. Except theses two guys I know who are pretty gay. And I'm using gay for real. Like, I really think they're gay. There's no doubt. There is no way they aren't. Sometimes I just know things. I pretty knowing on that. I hate it when you know a guy's mom. That makes things weird. Like, the last one!!! His parents knew me. Somehow. I wonder how that ever went down after that...incident. BUT ANYWAY.. he doesn't deserve to be mentioned here. Why??? BECAUSE HE'S A DOUCHE. And I agree, that would be mean to tell his mom that. Not mean, but awkward. Very, very, very, very awkward.
T:And now I am in an anti men mood now. ESPECIALLY because a certain BOY decided not to text me back even though we had a pleasant talk in the hallway today.RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
E: I'm always anti men. Just kidding. Men are so weird. And I thought IIIII had issues. Obviously not. It's annoying when they don't text you back. Like, I always text back, most of the time. If they are trying not be to clingy or whatever, it's not working. It's just annoying and a turn off.
T: I want ice cream now.I'm gonna go get some!
E: GET ME SOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was kidding.
T: It was vanilla and I prefer chocolate chip haha. But anyway ummmm yeah so we're done now.
Peace<3
E: That's a way to end it, hahah. And chocolate chip is amazing!!!!!!!!!